
Evey morning, every day, as I twist the rod, the blind shade tilts and sunshine comes into me and my life…
I love waking up in the freshness of my bedroom and the promise of a new day. The walls are painted sunshine yellow. The bed comforter is white as snow. The surrounding lower wall of old yellow oak wooden panels representing the solid heritage that envelops my being, The floor of hickory a firm foundation in golf and life. I twist the handle and the blind shades tilt to let in the sunshine from the eastern sky. The bedroom illuminates magically and the brightness of sunlit light envelopes me inside and out. This moment will carry me through the day until another twist and tilt will bring darkness. At that time I transition to the soft light of a humble candle burning. I will be grateful for another day that has passed and brought me back into the comfort of a restorative sleep.
Truly, it is the simple perspectives, encounters and reality that bring peace, joy and freedom, The Ultimate Love of one’s Splendid Spiritual Self to life in my life. I am open, honest and willing to face and experience whatever it is that God deems necessary for me in the next sixteen waking hours.
My attitude is one of gratitude for the twist and tilts that my friends, fellow human beings, shower me with on this journey through life. They bring sunshine into my life for which I am eternally grateful.

My sanctuary is walled with woody remembrances of my Uncle Paul and the cleanliness and sunshine there for us to see and be every day alive!
A call from my son and an ensuing adult conversation of goodwill and meaningful connection; connecting with a lover with the hope and promise of a beautiful life together; friends that I can share the truth of my imperfect self and imperfect life and who will text or call me back in my time of need always ready to meet me with their simple secure smile of acceptance no matter what happens to me or them. A run on the beach and the moment afterwards panting at the wide and open watery vista, my heart beating for more inspiring life experiences to take me to even a higher level of Splendid Spiritual Self being in this world. This is all I can hope for in the day ahead, to see beyond, feel beyond and be beyond my actual world reality.

A painting by a friend that depicts the tornadic route our life journey sometimes takes though the TROML Process to arrive at our Splendid Spiritual Self!
And then at night as the candle slowly is extinguished into a whispering trail of smoke I go to sleep with the expectation of awakening to my twist and tilt world but knowing if my sleep takes me to where my Mom and Dad are and other loved ones that that is okay too. I have readied myself through the TROML Process and transition to a Splendid Spiritual Self as best I could for the transformation to the beyond what we know and experience today where there is no darkness in thought, word or deed, no twist and tilt necessary to carry on, just Heaven and a new eternal life.
TROML Baby!

I swear to God, no, I mean I am inspired by God when I read His Word, it freaks me out a little bit when He sends me what I (and others) call Godsends. Not really freak me out but connects in a very special way. In the New Testament I basically read two pages a day from my Bible or in this case two chapters in Matthew. In each segment I probably (and may very well year-after-year) could write ten stories about my life and my reaction to the written Word.
“Because Moses, by reason of the hardness of your heart, permitted you to put away your wives; but it was not so from the beginning…”
Interesting that the first mention of the Ten Commandments in the New Testament in Matthew lists only five, incorrectly includes the Golden Rule as one, and leaves out five! I know the Bible can never be “incorrect” so it must be my interpretation or a function of time or place or both and a matter on application? Check out the notes below for full disclosure of my error.
“For the kingdom of heaven is like a householder who went out early in the morning to hire laborers for his vineyard… denarius a day… the third hour… go you also into the vineyard and I will give you whatever is just… the sixth and the ninth hour… the eleventh hour… evening had come.. pay them their wages, beginning from the last even to the first… each received a denarius… they thought they would receive more… these last have worked a single hour (twelve hour work days?)… Friend, I do thee no injustice; didst thou not agree with me for a denarius?… Take what is thine and go… Have I not a right to do what I choose?… Or art thou envious because I am generous?… Even so the last shall be first, and the first shall be last; for many are called, but few are chosen…”
Am I comparing my insides to their outsides? What about my outside to their insides? Aren’t our insides, out thoughts, fears, resentments, lies and selfish ego all basically the same but only different in the way they get us into trouble (sin)?
My God is compassionate, accepting and loving of me!
Except when I am not.
And so God chooses Moses to lead His people. The babe that was left in a basket on the river so that Pharao’s daughter would find him and raise him as one of her own. But Moses, a Hebrew, sees how the Egyptians abused his native man and killed an Egyptian in revenge. He flees for his safety north to the land of Madian, marries and has two sons. Then God calls him through the burning bush to return to Egypt, with the help of his brother Aaron, to convince Pharao to let the Israelites leave Egypt and God’s promise that they would be freed from bondage.
And Pharao was hardened, and he did not hearken to them, as the Lord had commanded.
And Pharao called the wise men and the magicians: and they also by Egyptian enchantments and certain secrets did in like manner. Interesting that magic could match some of God’s physical abilities way back when.
“Rest was given. The frogs to remain only in rivers. We got short term relief and we renege on our promises to change. Oh, it is not that bad.
When the hail ceased, Pharao increased his sin. How many times do we do this? Get away with something so we do more of it. Especially with addictions or hurts, hang-ups and habits—they are progressive and the question is to what extent will they progress and how can we stop them? Death is certain, sometimes quicker than need be, sometimes slower than desired when we find that spiritual solution to life.
Hence forward forever…
Parable of the vine-dressers: then he let it out to the vine-dressers and went abroad. Where did one travel abroad in Jesus’ day?
“Render, therefore, to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s, and to God the things that are God.”
“He is not the God of the dead, but of the living!”
“What do you think of the Christ? Whose son is he?”
After dealing the first nine of ten plagues—blood, frogs, sciniphs, flies, murrain, boils and blain, hail, locusts, darkness—God dealt the final blow—death to all firstborn of the Egyptians. But not the Israelites, who marked their homes with blood on the transom and both posts of the door to their home, who God then “passed over.”
God is always leading me on my journey in life…
In thy mercy thou hast been a leader to the people which thou hast redeemed: and in thy strength thou hast carried then to thy holy habitation.
Nothing in this world or inside human beings is accurately characterized by All-or-Nothing or Black-and-White Thinking.
Beyond our human outsides and into each other’s hearts. What is the true nature of our hearts? How does our thinking, our emotions and our physical experience in life impact our heart? How can our heart impact our thinking, our emotions and our physical experience in life. What are the dynamics of our lives?
Why only two dimensions in our thinking. “Either-or” are never the only realistic options if an open, humble and willing mind is engaged in a dynamic, trusting and selfish manner.
Today is the only time we have to live and if we are living we are changing and we can change how we think. We can free ourselves of anything that is binding us, limiting us from being our Splendid Spiritual Self. For today there are no fears, resentments, untruths or even self. Why not leave self behind and live in a limitless world with a logical mind, feeling emotions and taking care of the beautiful body that God gave us to live out our existence?
WOW, these two chapters of Matthew are more revealing than the Book of Revelations!
“For false christs and false prophets will arise, and will show great signs and wonders, so as to lead astray, if possible, even the elect.”
We do not know the hour of our death or when the Son of Man will come again. I am confused as God said previously that He would never destroy the Earth as He had done with the flood. What then does this end of the world as we know it mean? On a personal basis, the hour of our death hopefully means the return of the Son of Man as we enter heaven. Could this be what Jesus is referring to?
The Israelites were free from the bondage of the Egyptians. Moses led them out into the desert. God led Moses, with Aaron as his spokesperson, to lead the Israelites out into the desert.
In the evening the Lord will give you flesh to eat (quails), and in the morning bread to full (manna).
Tomorrow is the rest of the Sabbath sanctified to the Lord.
And when Moses lifted up his hands, Israel overcame.
Thus shalt thou say to the house of Jacob (Israel), and tell the children of Israel: You have seen what I have done to the Egyptians, how I have carried you upon the wings of eagles, and have taken you to myself. If therefore you will hear my voice, and keep my covenant, you shall be my peculiar possession above all people: for all the earth is mine. And you shall be to me a priestly kingdom, and a holy nation.
He shall render life for life, eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot, burning for burning, would for wound, stripe for stripe.
Waiting, Praying & Trusting are Action Verbs… but it doesn’t seem like it in our fast pace world, does it?
A friend of mine told me recently that while she was volunteering in the second grade she focused in for a bit on an activity to pick out action verbs from a grouping of many verbs and nouns. She was dumbfounded when the teacher said there was one more. Where she wondered. What she tried to figure out one last time. There’s one more- WAIT, the teacher said and then gave an example: “The boy is waiting.” A word is an action verb if you can add “-ING” to it. WAITING is an action! Who would have thought we learned something so important way back in second grade?
Sadly, it is probably not taught or demonstrated in public schools but “PRAY” is also an action verb as in “PRAYING.”
The irony of the Old and New Testaments.
Not so easy and not so clear.
The challenge seems staggering and endless unless we have presence of mind in the present moment, each moment, and each day at a time.
“Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner and ask for Your Forgiveness. I believe that You died on the cross for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and ask You to come into my heart, my life and all my relationships. I trust and will follow You as my Lord and Savior for the rest of my life. May Your will be done with my self, body and being. Amen! Al-le-lu-ia!” Your son, Andy